A Christmas Wish

Things are looking up. Of that I am very thankful to God. I am also very thankful to my friends and family and to my husband.
We are trying to work things out. This is very good, as I Love Him very much. We have a long road ahead of us, but hopefully we will keep our eye on what is most important - What brought us together in the first place, our children and our Love for each other.
My wish is to have a very Happy Christmas with all our friends and family. Hubby's parents are coming down I think the week of Christmas and I am excited.
I am looking forward to having some time with my sister, brother-in-law and nephew too.
I have been going to a different church and have had this internal feeling of peace when I am there that I cannot quite explain. Maybe it is God's way of reassuring me at a time when I needed it most. Maybe it was his way of telling me that things are going to be okay.
I am just sitting here writing this and tearing up. I want so much for everything to be right with us here. I want our family healed. I want us all to love each other.
I love each and every one of them. I only hope I will be able to show it in all that I do so they can see it.
I want them to think... "Man! She really Loves me!" And I want them to be able to think that at least once a day. Or maybe once every other day would be more realistic.
Plain and simple, I want them to know, deep down that I love them.
That's what I want for Christmas.

Oh... and for us to be together, always.
=)