Weeping

Sorry I haven't wrote in awhile. Seems life has reached up to smack me directly in the face. My whole world is threatening to come crashing down around me. And it all hinges on whether my Husband loves me anymore. Or whether he loves someone else more.
I am not sure when/if I will write anything more. This all hurts so terribly much. My heart feels as though someone has drove a white hot poker into it. And it sits and burns. Waiting to see if it will burst into flames or if it will just prolong the agony.